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By Richard Andreoli
Iconic photographer Tom Bianchi discusses his extraordinary
career, the impact of AIDS on his life, and the new documentary
Gay Sex in the '70s.
In the world of queer artists, Tom Bianchi stands out
as the man who resurrected male beauty, sexuality, and
erotic expression from the ravages of AIDS during the 1990s.
He first moved to New York City as a corporate lawyer in
the early 1970s when disco was queen, Bette Midler performed
at bathhouses, and the gay community was just beginning
to discover its voice. This was post-Stonewall but pre-AIDS
so homosexuality was still very much an unspoken part of
American culture, and yet within this world was Fire Island,
a seemingly magical oasis where Bianchi and others like
him discovered a new world of sexual exploration.
"Every single fantasy I had about life I saw at Fire
Island," says Bianchi from his Los Angeles home where
his portraits of male nudes hang with a pride that he could
never have displayed when first moving to New York. He smiles
broadly as he recalls the time, saying, "There were
gay men holding hands and it was all the guys you saw in
GQ, in Playgirl. It was beyond anything I could have imagined
and I realize now it was a tiny epicenter of gay life."
Similar insights are expressed and uncovered in the new
documentary, Gay Sex in the '70s, which opens in Los Angeles
Nov. 18. Combining first person accounts from such survivors
as Bianchi, author/activist Larry Kramer, and Studio 54
architect/designer Scott Bromley, filmmaker Joseph Lovett
is able to show slices of gay history from a social, political,
and sexual perspective that hasn't truly been seen in queer
cinema.
"I think the reality of our lives is important," explains
Bianchi, who supplied Lovett with numerous photographs taken
from his first book, Fire Island Pines. This unpublished
collection includes the obligatory shots of Speedo-clad men
with thick sideburns and mustaches or handsome nude sunbathers,
while more unexpected images capture wild sex in the woods
and numerous drugs being sniffed or smoked. These aren't
models, they're simply gay men who led normal lives every
other day of the year but on Fire Island felt so unencumbered
by closeted society that they would willingly allow Bianchi
to shoot their most intimate and secret activities. "I
think it's important for us to report on what the reality
of our experience was," Bianchi says of the documentary. "New
York at that time was so incredibly exciting," he
says before the smile starts to fade. "And then it
became terrifying."
While Bianchi is known to most as a photographer, he actually
made his name in the New York art world as a sculptor and
painter in the late 1980s. It was only after years of working
as a lawyer that he began producing collages, and with
some encouragement he contacted his friend, Carol Dreyfuss,
from the famed Parsons-Dreyfuss Gallery in New York. Impressed
with Bianchi's work, she first placed him in a group show
and then within 24 months he had his own opening where
New York Times critic, Hilton Kramer, gave him a favorable
review.
"At that point in my life, while it was intensely
scary, it was also intensely magical," Bianchi observes. "Suddenly
I got this heavy duty art world credibility and parlayed
that into a successful career. I may have become one of any
number of successful California abstract artists had it not
been for AIDS." Indeed, just as AIDS changed the social
and political landscape of the gay community, so too did
it impact Bianchi's place as an artist as well.
"It's so hard for me to contemplate those days," he
says, the words choked with sadness. It's a stark contrast
to the normally smiling man who relishes his current life
with the same sort of abandon as when he was reminiscing
about those summers in New York. "You just couldn't
believe what it was like," he begins again, trying
to form sentences while conveying the magnitude of the AIDS
crisis; indeed, from seeing walking skeletons in the East
Village to fearing that your ringing phone meant another
friend had died, the memories are just as raw today as they
were years ago.
"The whole world that had been so attractive about
Fire Island to me, what it expressed -- the most beautiful
men on the planet, the nicest men, the most fun people -- all
gone," he says, the tears finally falling. "To
this day I have only two or three friends who survived that.
Out of hundreds."
New York became too painful for Bianchi and his partner,
David Peterson, so the couple moved to Los Angeles where
Bianchi continued working as an artist, but there was no
escaping the disease.
"In 1988, as David lie dying of AIDS, I was doing
the largest commission I'd ever gotten, which was a two-story
sculpture for Saks 5th Avenue," he says. "I
realized that I was probably infected myself, I didn't know
if I had much time and I wanted to leave a record as to who
we were."
Bianchi wasn't simply interested in the physical aspects
of gay men, though he admits that they were important because "this
was a time of enormous physical disintegration and fear
about sex, and the community itself was longing for something
positive." But at the same time he wanted to touch
on issues that had really been harming the community, and
he saw those issues reflected in another popular photograph
from the period.
"There was a Herb Ritts image called 'Fred With
Tires,' and I knew that the guy who posed for it was
supposed to be straight," Bianchi recalls. "He
was short so they put blocks under his legs, and [he was]
smeared with fake grease. I looked at that picture which
had become an icon and thought, why are we worshipping the
unavailable? And I realized as beautiful as the image was,
it was completely fake and it was everything that was wrong
with [gay men]. It was the old issue of worshipping trade,
we're not worthy ourselves, and somebody else has to stand
in as our ideals."
Alongside this understanding, Bianchi also saw how that
attitude was being impacted by AIDS, but through the perspective
of his partner. "David taught me, very poignantly,
how much this disease was about the self-esteem problems
that we had," he explains. "David saw his
death and disintegration as inevitable and somehow as the
wages of sin. It wasn't until very near his death that
he realized what the mental construct had been and how
destructive it was."
The resulting coffee table book, entitled Out of the Studio,
was published in 1991 and touched a nerve, selling an unheard
of 57,000 copies and launching Bianchi's name into the
cultural lexicon like never before. Throughout the 1990s
he produced 10 books of photographs that covered life,
love, philosophy, and the issues of art versus pornography.
His latest works, the On The Couch series and his forthcoming
Deep Sex series, further explore sexual shame and finding
healthy ways to express sexual energy. Now looking back
at both his photos and first-person accounts used for the
Sex in the '70s documentary, juxtaposed by his current
projects, Bianchi sees it all as being different parts
of a larger journey.
"From my very first project on, starting with [those]
Fire Island photos, my effort was to create a picture of
ourselves that was real and beautiful and would dispel many
of the negative myths and help us find ourselves," he
says. "I'm a political artist, and I didn't want another
kid to go through the shame I went through as a gay person.
That was what my work was about." He pauses, and once
again that smile returns and his face lights up anew. "Spiritually,
I believe that's one of the reasons why I survived: to do
what I'm doing."
For more information on Bianchi, visit www.tombianchi.com
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